Ususally breaking the rules means something positive, because it's about change and even though we all know that we need rules, we love breaking them, too. It gives you a sense of feeling.
Today I have broken my diet rules a bit. But as I'm saying this, I'm thinking, I have broken them almost every day now, which then suggests that this is not as exceptional as it should be. It's all the cooking shows' fault. I wish I wouldn't be so addicted to exciting food...
On the other hand I usually make friends quite quickly and I was a bit disappointed I guess, for that not happening here as well. Today, however, it has been a break through. I have talked to people and more importantly people started talking to me. Usually I just sit there in quiet. I guess it's a defense strategy. You get to know your ground before taking actions. I'd rather be precautious than making mistakes. And you still do mistakes. Like the other when I offered to make tea for the first time and left the tea bags in the mugs, thinking that they probably like it strong...
Today, being Friday, I guess people were more relaxed...or maybe it was me and I opened an invisible door to me.
Be it either way, I feel like I'm gaining back my confidence in myself.
Tomorrow, I'll discover London!
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